"I bitch to my parents ALL the time about how lonely, how bored I am, and how much I want to accomplish but haven't got the money. How I want to see Greece, Portugal, Thailand, Armenia...then I start crying and become depressed for days because I suffer from depression...I sulk anytime anyone tells me about their trips to Paris and Milan, and Facebook is killing me with everyone's European vacay pics. I've been so inbetween places at the age of 19 I feel like I'm wasting my youth away and will have nothing to share with the world about me or nothing about me share with my children if I don't start to act now. My family has never been financially well off, and my dad has always wanted to see the world and experience life, as do I. I have such a yearning for adventure and information, I can't contain it anymore. All I do is dream about the world and what I'm missing. Growing up in a big city like São Paulo, I've always gotten glimpses of the the world outside. But I want to know the real thing. I want to be look back in 5, 10, 30 years time and say "Yeah, I know a thing or two about people and life". Money is great, an education is fantastic, love is superb, but living is the ultimate experience. I want to live. For me, for my dad, for my grandmother, for all those who feel like I do. I don't want to just talk about doing, I want to do. I want to know to do more in the future. What's the point of going by day-to-day bored? I'm bored and daydream about travel. There's no place in the world I don't want to see. I want to live. Please, help me get that chance. =) Got enough reasons to get rid of me yet? Do so, and I'll shut up much sooner. "